You're me, you're a kid, you don't really know yet but mtv is still playing music videos and rad shit like The State, Sifl and Olly and OG Aeon Flux before The Real World begat the steaming turd of reality tv on the world before the internet was in everything, and only your baller friends had cable. You live in the mountains and you have one of those shitty RF antennas shaped like rabbit ears and maybe 6 channels, two of them only come in if you wrap tin foil or stack up a pile of vhs. Occasionally you get the chance to veg out in front of cable TV, and eventually you discover music videos, they land on you hard. Like a fresh hit from the 90's culture crack pipe
